WH0, AM I ?

THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN THE BIGGEST EXAGGERATI0N 0F MY LIFE. WITH THE SCANDALS, CRUSHES, HELL0S & G00DBYES, DRINKING, SHADE, & THE SEX I CANT SAY WH0 THE FUCK I AM ANYM0RE. I FIND THAT I AM C0NSTANTLY MAKING MYSELF FEEL A CERTAIN WAY BECAUSE I KN0W THATS H0W I SH0ULD HAVE FELT AT THE TIME; THATS H0W I W0ULD HAVE FELT AT THE TIME & THAT SCARES ME. ME; THE B0Y WH0 KNEW HIMSELF INSIDE & 0UT WHILE HIS PEERS WERE M0RE C0NCERNED WITH C0L0RING INSIDE THE LINES 0F THEIR C0L0RING B00K. THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN S0 BITTER SWEET.





MAYBE IM JUST SCARED 0F GR0WING? IM SCARED THAT IM N0T SCARED 0F THE SHIT THAT FREAKED ME THE FUCK 0UT 3 M0NTHS AG0. LIKE MAKING NEW FRIENDS, L0VE, & THE FUTURE. I HAVE HAD PE0PLE C0ME IN & 0UT 0F MY LIFE & MY CIRCLE IS L0CKED IN, F0REVER. L0VE? WHATS L0VE G0T T0 D0 WITH IT? WH0 NEEDS A HEART WHEN A HEART CAN BE BR0KEN? I D0NT NEED L0VE. H0W CAN I? IM T0 BUSY TRYING T0 MAKE A HIGH FASHI0N DREAM 0UT 5 D0LLARS & 0RIGINALITY. THE FUTURE? FUCK THE FUTURE! IM LIVING F0R T0DAY. SEE H0W "NEW" I AM. THE SHIT IS SCARY ..