THE REALEST SHIT I EVER SPOKE ..

S0 ITS 7:04 IN THE M0RNING & I HAVENT BEEN T0 SLEEP .. ITS THE NEW YEAR & I CAN SEE THE LITTLE DUMB SHIT FR0M LAST YEAR RESURFACING S0 IM JUST TRYING T0 NIP SHIT IN THE BUTT N0W. Y0U THINK Y0U KN0W ME BUT Y0U HAVE N0 IDEA & THATS WHERE M0ST 0F MY LIFE PR0BLEMS HAVE STARTED FR0M; THE FACT THAT N0 0NE UNDERSTANDS ME S0 THEY PAINT A PICTURE 0F ME THAT IS SIMPLY A CARICATURE, EXAGGERATION, & A FUCKING MISCONCEPTION. I D0NT LIKE MEN CAUSE I D0NT HAVE A FATHER & GR0WING UP 0NE BOY C0ULDNT KEEP HIS PAW 0F ME LONG ENOUGH FOR ME TO TELL THE DIFFERNCE BETWEEN LOVE, LUST, & M0LESTATION. THE TRUE DEFINITION 0F A SICK CHILDH00D.

N0W EVERY MAN THAT HAS ENTERED MY LIFE HAS HURT ME 0N LEVELS I DIDNT EVEN KN0W EXISTED & ALL I CAN D0 IS C0NTINUE D0WN A PAINFUL SPIRAL 0F BAD "RELATI0NSHIPS". THATS WHAT WE ARE GONNA CALL THEM SINCE I HAVENT BEEN 0N A DATE BUT HAVE SWALLOWED NUT FROM A FEW & HAD "RELATIONS" WITH MORE. JUST A SIMPLE FLAW IN MY OWN HUMAN NATURE. MY HEART GET IN THE WAY OF MY LIFE CONSTANTLY. SOMETIMES I WHICH IT CAME WITH A SWITCH.

SIDEBAR: HUMAN NATURE IS THE ANTI CHRIST .. IT HIT ME WHILE I LAYED ON MY BEDROOM FL00R .. BUT BACK TO THE TOPIC AT HAND. I MEAN ITS '09 CAN I GET MY LIFE T0GETHER ..