GET Y0UR LIFE T0GETHER ..

S0 WHAT D0 Y0U D0, WHEN Y0U C0ME T0 A P0INT IN Y0UR LIFE WHEN TALKING AB0UT Y0UR PR0BLEMS TO YOUR FRIENDS ONLY ENDS UP IN MORE EXAMPLES THEY CAN USE OF HOW MUCH OF A DEPRESSED PERSON YOU ARE? YOU FUCKING GET YOUR LIFE TOGETHER. HOW MANY TIMES DO I SAY THIS ON A DAILY BASES? I HAVE WAISTED MY BODY, MIND, TALENT & SOUL ON EARTHLY DESIRES & BULL SHIT; WILL I EVER LEARN? I WILL W0RK HARD TO MAKE '09 A MORE PRODUCTIVE .. SCANDAL FREE YEAR. THE TIME IS NOW; RIGHT NOW.

WHEN LIFE IS N0T ENOUGH ..

I WANNA GO ON A DATE IN THE PARK & WATCH THIS MOVIE FROM A PROJECTOR .. JUST YOU, ME, THE STARS & OUR THOUGHTS. WOULDNT THAT BE GRAND.

THANK Y0U, & Y0UR WELC0ME ..

THE TIME IS 5:10 AM .. AFTER SM0KING C0CK BACK T0 BACK I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF PRETENDING T0 SM0KE PENS LIKE LUCYS AS I P0UR MY HEART 0UT 0N THIS LAME BL0G. I TH0UGHT N0THING C0ULD HURT M0RE THEN A FALSE TEENAGE L0VE AFFAIR BUT THEN 0NE DAY I W0KE UP & REALIZED I WASNT G0NNA BE A DESIGNER BECAUSE I WAS T00 LAZY & I FELT REAL PAIN F0R THE FIRST TIME. WHAT A LAZY, SHIFTLESS NIGGER I HAVE BEC0ME. AS MISTER G00DIE RECUPERATES 0N MY BED CAUSING SL0B T0 GRACE MY C0VER I CRIED GENTLY WHILE TYPING THIS. ST0P WAISTING Y0UR LIVES, N0 M0RE EXCUSES, TAKE BACK WHAT WAS Y0URS. I WILL N0T L0SE. & THANK Y0U ..

BUT EN0UGH DAY BREAK SELF REVELATI0NS .. I THINK WHEN I GET THE BALLS MY HAIR IS G0NNA L00K LIKE THIS. MAYBE THIS IS MY NEW YEARS L00K, ST0P THE ENVY; H0ES & LURKS ALIKE ..



BUT Y0U WILL HAVE T0 EXCUSE ME, I HAVE FASHI0N M0VES T0 MAKE. THE FABRIC IS F0R A VEST & SH0RT SET & THERE IS A NEW SKETCH PAD 0N MY DESK THAT NEEDS T0 BE FILLED UP WITH SHIT ..

N0T T0 ME ..

T0DAY AS I PUMPED H0ME IN THE C0LD I WAS VERBALLY GAY BASHED. THIS TIME IT WASNT THE TYPICAL FAGG0T TH0UGH, S0 INSTEAD 0F BEING TAKEN BACK I WAS A LITTLE INTRIGUED. N0, THIS TIME THE SIMPLE MINDED PEASANT CHANTED, "MARC0 H0M0, MARC0 H0M0." SADLY N0NE 0F HIS FRIENDS LAUGHED S0 WE WENT 0N WITH 0UR LIVES.

N0W Y0U M0THER FUCKERS LISTEN & LISTEN G00D. N0T S0 L0NG AG0 THIS WAS MY N0T S0 0VAH REALITY. I KN0W, FASHI0N BLASPHEMY.



BUT BITCH I FUCKING TIP N0W S0 D0NT EVER THINK A LITTLE C0MMENT AB0UT S0ME DIMWITTED SHIT C0ULD HURT ME M0THER FUCKER. I BEEN THR0UGH T00 MANY TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES T0 LET ANY BITCH 0R BITCH NIGGER GET ME D0NE. I MEAN L00K AT ME. FR0M AN UGLY DUCKLING T0 AN OVAH SWAN, WHAT M0RE CAN I SAY.

WAKE ME WHEN ITS 0VER

I LIVE F0R SN0W .. I LIVE F0R THE C0LD. I HATE CHRISTMAS TIME, I JUST D0. D0NT ASK ME WHY. D0NT ASK ME D0 I L0VE JESUS. D0NT ASK ME D0 I BELIEVE IN G0D. IF Y0U W0ULD JUST TAKE A STEP BACK FR0M IT ALL & L00K AT CHRISTMAS Y0U W0ULD HATE IT JUST AS MUCH AS I D0, MAYBE EVEN M0RE. H0WEVER, I LIKE GIFTS; ESPECIALLY FUNNY 0NES. TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAUSE ITS A GAGGER. A G00DIE; BUT A GAGGER N0NE THE LESS ..



I HAVE THESE IN WHITE & RED. TATA SURE KN0WS H0W T0 PUT A SMILE 0N MY FACE. I STILL GET THE JITTERS EVERY TIME I L00K AT THEM. THANK THE G0DS F0R VICKY SECRETS. THEY ARE G0NNA L00K S0 CUTE 0N ME WHEN I REMAKE THIS VIDE0. Y0U CANT TAKE IT ..

FALLING ANGELS

Y0U NEED T0 SEE THIS M0VIE BEF0RE Y0U DIE. 0NE 0F THE BEST INDIE M0VIES I HAVE EVER SEEN & SINCE MY H0ME GURRRL JAZZE & I CAN FUCKING HAVE WH0LE C0NVERSATI0NS AB0UT G0D & CREATI0N TALES F0R DAYS WITH THE IFC CHANNEL BLASTING IN THE BACKGR0UND LETS JUST SAY I HAVE SEEN AL0T 0F THEM.

MAGIC POWDER ..

I D0NT KN0W WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS ALL AB0UT BUT ITS DEF GIVING ME A L00K .. CAN I BE IN THE NEXT 0NE, PRETTY PLEASE

WHEN IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

N0THING IS M0RE SICKENING THAN A DEAD FRIENDSHIP. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN ALL AB0UT THEM F0R ME. WHETHER WE HAVE GROWN APART OR JUST L0ST T0UCH I HAVE L0ST S0ME FRIENDS THAT I MISS DEEPLY & THINK ABOUT EVERY N0W & THEN. WH0SE T0 SAY WE W0NT REC0NNECT .. MAYBE THIS IS THE FIRST STEP. MAYBE THIS WILL NEVER BE READ BY ANY 0F THEM. N0T A CRY F0R HELP.

HEARTBREAK

I H0PE YOU NEVER LEAVE .. I JUST COULDNT TAKE THE STRESS. I WOULD RATHER LOSE THE TREES, THE BREEZE, & ALL OF MY BREATHE. WE SURPASSED THE PHYSICAL LASHES & THE MENTAL TORMENT. TO SIMPLY SAY, "I LOVE YOU" WOULD BE THE TRUE DEFINITION OF LESS .. LESS BECAUSE MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU & NO ONE NEXT.

TAKE MY SOUL TO LIGHT YOUR DARK TIMES AND MY THOUGHTS TO REBUILD THE WRECK. MY BODY IS YOUR CANVAS TAKE MY LIPS, HIPS, & KNECK. LEAVE ME DRAINED & BARREN FROM THE LONG NIGHTS OF SEX. ORAL SEX; AT THE END OF THE DAY NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. BUT IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN MAKE ME WET ..

I HAVE NOTHING ELSE T0 SAY AT THE M0MENT ..



RELATIONSHIPS ARE DRAINING; FRIENDS & LOVERS ALIKE. I JUST CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE .. IM N0T READY F0R A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE, WHICH IS SAD BECAUSE A RELATIONSHIP WAS THE ONE THING I THOUGHT I WANTED THE MOST. I GET ME NOW THOUGH. IM A RUDE SMART MOUTHED EMOTIONAL MESS THATS WAY TO IMMATURE TO KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG & WAY TO GROWN TO LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKES. TAKE ME AS I AM. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?

xx

I WASNT THINKING REALLY ..

I HAVE GIVEN S0ME L00KS IN MY DAY .. 0H H0NEY I WAS 0VAH !!!

THE ART 0F THINGS ..

I WANT T0 GET T0 A P0INT IN MY LIFE WHERE I AM THE DEFINITI0N 0F 0VAHNESS. GET ALL THE WAY INT0 LEIGH B0WERY AS AN ART EXHIBIT. I D0NT THINK Y0U UNDERSTAND. B0WERY; DESIGNER, PERS0NA, IC0N. THE NAME SPEAKS F0R ITSELF. TAKE THE TIME T0 EDUCATE Y0URSELF 0N THIS MAN.

THE DRAWING BOARD ..

H0NESTLY, I REALLY D0NT HAVE THE TIME T0 CATCH Y0U UP 0N MY THANKSGIVING CELEBRATI0N THAT BECAME AN 0NG0ING FUCK FEAST 0F S0RTS BECAUSE I W0ULD RATHER KEEP S0ME SCANDALS T0 MYSELF. I KN0W, IM INN0VATIVE, A BL0G WITH N0 SCANDALS !!! I WILL SAVE TH0SE DETAILS F0R MY BEST FRIEND D0MI T0 HEAR AS I WATCH HER ST0MACH CRINGE IN DISGUST, I L0VE T0 MAKE THE GURRRLS GAG.

L00KING IN THE MIRR0R RECENTLY DELIVERED ME A MAJ0R DISC0VERY; A HICKEY. I JUST C0ULDNT TAKE IT. EVEN WITH HIM BEING G0NE HE STILL HAD A SORT OF VULGAR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE. NEVER 0NE T0 BE ASHAMED I SPORTED IT LIKE A G0LD MEDAL; AS ANY 0LYMPICS SMUT SH0ULD. I DIGRESS ..

I RECENTLY RAN MY FAVORITE PAIR OF FRAMES THROUGH THE WASHING MACHINE AND I COULD HONESTLY DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. LIFE DOESNT SEEM WORTH LIVING AFTER THAT MONUMENTAL LOST. WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS POST ..

0H; I KN0W REALIZE THE REAL MISSION IN LIFE. LIFE IS ALL AB0UT PR0DUCING AND MAINTAINING AN INFECTIOUSLY DELICIOUS PERS0NA THAT THE W0RLD HAS NEVER SEEN. BACK T0 THE DRAWING B0ARD ..

THE NEW ..

AFTER I SHED TH0SE TEARS 0N THAT PACKED SUBWAY PLATF0RM 3 DAYS AG0 I WAS REB0RN .. TATA HELD ME CL0SE & EVEN TH0UGH THE PAIN WAS STILL THERE I REFUSED T0 ALL0W THE DRAMA 0F LIFE T0 GET ME D0WN. S0 I F0LL0WED TATA'S ADVICE, "BITCH WHEN Y0U SPILL MILK PUMP" & PUMP I DID. CUNTS CAN BE S0 EM0TI0NLESS AT TIMES; I DIGRESS ..

I MADE 0NE 0F TH0SE HAIR APP0INTMENTS WITH MY M0THER SINCE HER FINGERS W0RK MAGIC. I NEEDED A NEW L00K & SHE FUCKING WENT THE FUCK 0FF. I ENDED UP L00KING LIKE A LAB REGULAR .. N0 I L00K T00 CHIC F0R THE FUCKING LAB. HERE IS A PICTURE S0 Y0U CAN GET AN IDEA 0F WHAT I TRANSF0RMED INT0.



I AM GIVING Y0U HIGH FASHI0N CUNT WITH A SPACE AGED FLARE .. I KN0W Y0U CANT EVEN PICTURE IT BECAUSE I AM THAT 0VAH BITCH ..

I WANNA BE YOU ..

MY DESIGNER ID0LS ARE SIMPLY 0VAHNESS & I JUST CANT TAKE IT ..







BACK T0 THE DRAWING B0ARD CALIEL ..

A CHILD ..

TAKE ME .. TAKE ME .. BACK ..

DRESS C0DE..

IF Y0U KN0W ME Y0U KN0W I AM THE MALE THAT H0LDS THE TITLE 0F M0ST UNIQUE STYLE 0N MY CAMPUS .. PERI0D. I PULL FASHI0N STUNTS .. THATS JUST ME. I GIVE L00KS WHEN IM B0RED AND I SERVE IT UP. S0 WHEN I PUMP D0WN THE STREET I GET MY SHARE 0F L00KS, LAUGHS, AND AN EAR FULL 0F REMARKS THAT C0ME AT ME LIKE BULLETS; FAGG0T FAGG0T FAGG0T WHETHER Y0U LIKE IT 0R N0T MY WARDR0BE IS ENVYED, 0BSERVED, AND HATED 0N .. PERI0D.

IM KN0WN F0R L00KIN LIKE THIS ..



0N A REGULAR DAY .. I AM CUNT D0WN .. D0WN T0 THE GR0000UND ! BUT EVER SINCE HALL0WEEN WHEN I GAVE B0Y I CANT HELP BUT M0P JACKETS AND HATS 0UT 0F MY BR0THERS CL0SET AND STARE AT MYSELF IN THE MIRR0R; I GET TURNED 0N A TAD AND ITS STRANGE CAUSE I NEVER, EVER TH0UGHT I WAS ATTRACTIVE. WHEN I DRESS B0Y I JUST FEEL 0VERP0WERED .. PERI0D. MAYBE I MIGHT JUST BE G0ING THR0UGH A CHANGE. HMMM .. GIVING B0Y IS S0 N0T ME, THIS C0ULD DEF GET INTERESTING. THE EXPERIMENT WILL END IF I EVER WAKE UP L00KING THIS TRADE D0WN, I JUST C0ULDNT TAKE IT.

0NE M0RE TIME

"AS A CHILD I KNEW .. THAT THE STARS C0ULD 0NLY GET BRIGHTER"

A BITCH BEEN G0NE F0R A MINTUTE. LIFE IS S0 MUCH BETTER WHEN Y0U ARE ACTUALLY LIVING IT INSTEAD 0F BEING TIED D0WN T0 A FUCKING LAPT0P. H0WEVER, IM BACK. UGH !!! MY TW0 INTERNSHIPS HAVE BEEN DRAINING ME & I L0VE EVERY MINUTE 0F IT. (I INTERN AT FIT IN THE MENSWEAR DEPT. & A TAIL0RING SH0P, AN FYI)THE P0RTF0LI0 IS C0MING T0GETHER SL0WLY BUT SURELY .. IM PR0UD, I CAN SAY THAT. BITCH I HAVE BEEN SPITTING THE SICKEST CHANTS LATELY WHICH JUST REMINDS ME H0W MUCH I MISS DESH0N J0URD0N ZI0N & Y0K0 EB0NY .. UGHHH !!! 0N A BRIGHTER N0TE I MIGHT HAVE A PR0M DATE. YESSSSSSSS BITCH THE ANTICIPATI0N IS KILLING ME. A BITCH IS STILL ALL KINDS 0F J0BLESS BUT AT LEAST IM SHRINKING .. SL0WLY. I AM MAD ADDICTED T0 FACEB00K .. THE END



IM 18 .. A SENI0R IN HIGH SCH00L .. A REGISTERED V0TER .. A DREAMER .. & AN ADDICT BUT LIFE C0ULDNT BE ANY BETTER THEN THIS EXACT M0MENT. IM L0VING IT ALL EVEN THE TIME WHEN I D0NT. I AM IN L0VE, AS USUAL. I FEEL G00D AB0UT SHIT. I D0NT KN0W WHAT T0 DAY FUCKERS IM JUST A TAD HAPPY. THIS IS S0 N0T ME.

EST 10.12.90

UGH !!! MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAS A RUSH 0F SH0TS, BEATS, EM0TI0NS, ACHES, & DIRT STAINS 0N MY GREY SEVEN JEANS. YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT. THE NIGHT STARTED WITH A LITTLE BIRTHDAY DINNER AT THIS CREEPY RESTAURANT IN THE VILLAGE. IT WILL N0T GET NAMED BECAUSE IT DEFINITELY DIDN'T DESERVE ANY PUBLICITY. LATER 0N ME & MY CUNT CREW HIT THE LAB. N0W THIS IS WHERE MY BIRTHDAY EM0TI0NS STARTED T0 GET THE BEST 0F ME ..





I WAS JUST HAVING S0 MUCH FUN MIXED WITH S0 MANY DRINKS THAT I SUDDENLY SLUMPED INT0 A CHAIR & TH0UGHT, "W0W, Y0UR 18 FUCKING YEARS 0LD & WHAT D0 Y0U HAVE T0 SH0W F0R IT?" .. N0T A DAMN THING. THE FACT THAT 0ZZ & AVID WERE FUCKING EACH 0THER WITH THEIR T0NGUES DIDNT HELP MY SITUATI0N. H0WEVER, IT WAS MY DAY S0 I PEELED MYSELF 0UT 0F THAT CHAIR AND WENT 0FF ..







IT WAS FUN BECAUSE I WAS Y0UNG, DUMB & DIDNT GIVE A FUCK.

H0P 0FF ..

WHY DID I G00GLE MYSELF? WELL N0T MY GOVERMENT CAUSE THAT W0ULD BE WACK; BUT MY NETWORKING NAME. PUT IN R.CALIEL INT0 G00GLE AND MY WH0LE FUCKING LIFE WILL C0ME UP. I FEEL S0 PUT 0UT THERE .. CAUGHT 0UT THERE .. EXP0SED .. LEAKED .. AND BITCH I AM GAGING MAJ0RLY. THIS SHIT IS MAD SCARY AND YET I FEEL MAD ACC0MPLISHED. G00GLE ME BITCH AND LIVE .. LIVE AND G0 0FF !!!

THE GAGGER ..

THE GAGGER 0F THE YEAR: CAZWELL, MY FUCKING ID0L (RIGHT AFTER CRYSTAL LABIEJA) PERS0NALLY PUT ME 0N THE LIST F0R J0NTE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AND I CANT EVEN G0. MY PUSSY WAS ALREADY TOUCHED BY THE G0DS WHEN HE REPLIED T0 MY EMAIL 0N MYSPACE BUT 0F C0URSE MY LIFE W0ULDNT BE MY LIFE WITH0UT A GAG 0R TW0 0N THE PATH T0 NETW0RKING HEAVEN ..



FUCKING AMANDA LEP0RE WILL BE THERE .. 0H MY !!! I LIVE F0R AMANDA LEP0RE !!! S0 HERE IS THE M0THER FUCKING PLAN KIDDIES. MY M0THER W0RKS LATE AS HELL 0N THURSDAYS. SHE W0ULD BE BACK AT LIKE 2AM. S0 I G0NNA PLEAD T0 SPEND THE NIGHT WITH MY AUNT L0LA WH0 D0ESNT GIVE A FUCK CAUSE SHE CAN RELATE T0 A GIRL THAT JUST WANTS T0 HAVE FUN. Y0U D0NT KN0W H0W IMP0RTANT IT IS THAT I ATTEND THIS EVENT. N0 ID, N0 PR0BLEM. LETS JUST PRAY THE JAZZE HA & I FIND SUM NEW GARMETS. TIPPING ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AB0UT MYSELF ..

IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

"IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I WANT TO SAY .. CAUSE THERE IS S0METHING BETWEEN US ANYWAY .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I G0T T0 D0 .. S0ME KIND 0F SECRET I WILL SHARE WITH Y0U .. I NEED Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I WANT Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I'LL MISS YOU M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE .. I L0VE Y0U M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE" YOU ENDED A CHAPTER IN MY LIFE WITH A SINGLE PH0NE CALL. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. EVER .. LE FIN ..

THINKING 0F A MASTER PLAN ..

0NE 0F THE BIGGEST BIRTHDAYS IN AN ANY INDIVIDUAL'S LIFE IS C0MING AT ME FASTER THEN A SPEEDING BULLET & I HAVE N0 PLANS. IM TURNING 18. BUT SINCE MY M0THER IS STACKING HER PENNIES F0R C0LLEGE, PR0M, & 0THER SENI0R EXPERIENCES A PARTY IS A N0 N0. TH0UGH MY BFF DID GIVE ME THE SC00P THAT A TIKI PARTY WAS BEING PLANNED BEHIND MY BACK, BUT EN0UGH AB0UT THAT & M0RE 0N THE MASTER PLAN AT HAND ..

IF Y0U KN0W ME Y0U KN0W THAT I SERVE UP A CLUB KID ESC PERS0NALITY & A CUNTY TUDE THAT C0ULD RIVAL ANY 80'S QUEEN. S0 WITH THAT IN MIND I HAVE DECIDED THAT 0N MY BIRTHDAY (10.12.08) I WILL BE THR0WING AN 0UTLAW PARTY. 0KAY S0 THE PARTY WILL BE HELD AT THE 24/7 PAPAYA D0G AT THIS L0CATI0N ..



Manhattan/West Village
333 Avenue of the Americas
(between 3rd St & 4th St)
New York, NY 10014
(212) 627-9748

IM EXPECTING AT LEAST 35 PE0PLE T0 BE THERE. AFTER WE EAT EN0UGH, CHAT IT UP, TAKE PICS, & MAKE SUM VIDS I WANNA G0 T0 THIS SHIT. I LIVE F0R BALLS & 0DDLY EN0UGH THERE IS A BALL 0N MY BIRTHDAY S0 IT ALL MAKES SENCE ..




Sunday OCTOBER 12, 2008 COLUMBUS DAY WEEKEND
Club Escuelita
301 west 39th btwn 8th and 9th
Ball Time: 11 PM
Admission: $20 all night
Judge and Guest list closed after 1:00 AM
Contact: Jacques Mizrahi
917 -945 -7081
18 to party 21 to drink
YOU MUST HAVE ID NO EXCEPTIONS

YESSSSSSSSSSS .. IM G0ING THE FUCK 0FF !!!! GET INT0 THIS VID FR0M THE PAST RUMBLE BALL. I CANN0T WAIT T0 G0 THE FUCK 0FF. I MEAN Y0U KN0W IM THE REINCARNATI0N 0F JUNI0R LABEIJA.



N0W F0R WHAT WE ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING F0R, THE L00K 0F THE DAY INSPIRED BY MY NEW STYLE IC0N JEANIUS ..



THE W0RD 0F THE DAY IS 0PULENCE .. O P U L E N C E ..

WALKING 0N A DREAM ..

BACK IN THE DAY WHEN I WAS A LITTLE 0NE I NEVER LIKED PLAYING IN THE SUN CAUSE I HAD S0 MUCH 0N MY MIND. EVEN WHEN I WAS LITTLE I KNEW T00 MUCH S0 THE LITTLE THINGS Y0U VALUED DURING Y0UR CHILDH00D SEEMED UNIMP0RTANT T0 ME. TELEVISI0N WAS MY FAV0RITE BABY SITTER & ANY TIME A CAMERA WAS PRESENT I WAS INFR0NT 0F IT SERVING UP FACE LIKE I M0DELED F0R THE CHILDREN'S PLACE. BUT THOSE DAYS ARE G0NE AND IM TAKING THE FIRST STEPS T0 BEING AN ADULT. DAMN WHERE D0ES THE TIME REALLY G0? BUT D0NT GET IT TWISTED .. I WANNA GR0W UP



ITS JUST THAT ALL TH0SE 0LD HEADS WH0 T0LD ME T0 ENJ0Y MY Y0UTH WHILE IT WAS STILL THERE WERE RIGHT AND I FEEL LIKE AN ASS CAUSE I CANT GET IT BACK. IM HAPPY TO BE MAKING MOVES BUT LIFE FEELS LIKE A DREAM PUT ON FAST F0RWARD; IF I D0NT KEEP UP IM B0UND T0 BE LEFT IN THE FUCKING DUST. S0 I WILL TRY MY BEST T0 STAY F0CUSED AND BUSY T0 MAKE MYSELF STR0NGER, BETTER, & FASTER THEN THE REST CAUSE I 0NLY HAVE 0NE LIFE T0 LIVE & IMA LIVE IT. LIVE T0 MY FULL P0TENTIAL T0 ACHIEVE MY DREAMS. -- FIN

THE W0NDER YEARS ..

THIS IS WHY ME & MY CLAN IS S0 VICIOUS CAUSE WE BAD ASS BITCHES .. GET INT0 THE W0NDER YEARS .. 0UR Y0UTH ..

SIMPLY 0VAH ..

MY NEW ID0L ..

TIP THE B0UNCER

THE LAB IS A LIL CUNT CLUB 0N THE C0RNER 0F KINGST0N AVE IN THE HEART 0F FLATBUSH BK IN THE MIST 0F EVERY KILLA B0TTYM0N FAH DEAD SH0P, H0ME, & HANG 0UT SP0T. YEAAAA !!!! THE LAB WAS SUCH A KE KE. EXCEPT WHEN THE GURRRRRLS STARTING FIGHTING .. WELL THAT WAS A KE T00. HAHAHAAAA !!! MY FIRST CLUB EXPERIENCE WAS A KE .. THANKS NASTY.

MY BEST FRIENDS D0MI IS LIKE THE FUCKING PRIME MINISTER OF JAIMAICA .. IDK WE HAVE 0UR SPATS BUT WE ARE REALLY G00DS FRIENDS & TIGHT LIKE THAT CAUSE THATS MY BETCH. THIS IS THAT S0NG THE DJ PLAYED THAT MADE ALL THE GURRRRLS MASH UP THE DANCE FL00R & I KINDA LIKE IT TH0UGH IM N0T INT0 REGGAE & SHIT.



0H I FAILED T0 MENTI0N THAT I MEET ANDREA J EARLIER THAT DAY. I KN0W RIGHT MY FUCKING ID0L & I KN0W Y0UR THINKING H0W HE SLIPPED INT0 THEM SH0RTS & I CAN TELL Y0U IT AINT EASY CAUSE I HAVE A FEW PAIRS (ASK THE JAZZE HA AB0UT THEM)

LEARN IT ..

YESSSS MISS PUSSY CAT THE LATEX BALL WAS T0DAY & THE NIGHT WAS FILLED WITH SCANDALS, STRETCH, PERF0RMANCES, & SHADE. THE LATEX BALL IS THE M0ST PUBLICIZED BALL & THE FIRST BALL I EVER ATTENDED. T0 SEE THE SHIT I HAVE BEEN GAGGING 0VER 0N Y0UTUBE F0R MY ENTIRE HIGH SCH00L CAREER IN THE FLESH MADE MY ANTICIPATI0N T0 ATTEND THE BALL THAT MUCH M0RE STRESSFUL. WE LEFT LATE & CUT THE LINE LIKE THE HIGH CLASS CUNTS WE ARE. LUCKILY NASTY HAD 0UR PASSES READY & WE PUMPED RIGHT 0N THR0UGH.



MY FIRST BALL EXPERIENCE WAS KE & AN 0UNCE BECAUSE ALL THE SHIT PE0PLE HAVE T0LD ME AB0UT A BALL WERE TRUE. THE SHADE, P0LITICS, EXCITEMENT, & DRAWN OUT UN0RGANIZED EVENTS WERE SIMPLY HILARI0USN & APPARENT. CUNTS, CELEBUTAUNTS, KE KES, T0P M0DELS, ENTERAINERS, DRAGS, & TRADE CAME THE FUCK THR0UGH IN THEIR SUMMERS BEST L00KING SHARPER THEN TACKS. LIKE A CRAFTY CUNT I SNUCK INT0 VIP & ENJ0YED MY C0MPLIMENTARY RED BULL, C0ND0MS, & LUBE AS I WATCHED THE LATE VIRGINS GARBED IN THEIR ALL WHITE APPAREL GET CH0PPED. G0ING T0 A BALL HAS MADE MY LITTLE H0BBY 0F C0MMENTATING SEEM LIKE A FUCKING PAST TIME I SH0ULD REALLY L00K INT0. PRAY I D0NT GET CH0PPED AT MY FIRST KE KE EVENT.

I BRUSHED SH0ULDERS WITH THE LIKES 0F DANNI NINJA, J0NTE, D-W00DS, TEYANNA TAYL0R, & RAM0NE. I C0ULDNT HELP BUT GAG AS I CHATTED IT UP WITH DESHAUN EVISU & TIA J0URDAN-ZI0N, WH0 G0 THE FUCK 0FF. I SAW S0 MANY FAMILIAR FACES FR0M VIDE0S I HAVE WATCHED RELIGI0USLY LIKE DAESHA LAPERLA, JACK MIZRAHI, K0L-AID, P0NY J0URDAN-ZI0N, MALECHI, GINA G0SPEL, HECTAR EXTRAVAGANZA, ANDRE MIZRAHI, LUNA, KEVIN AVIANCE, KASS EB0NY, HERSHEY EB0NY, ISIS TSUNAMI,TIM TIM, GISELLE, & MANY MANY M0RE BALLR00M CHILDREN I CANT REMEMBER RIGHT N0W.








THIS WAS DEF THE EVENT 0F A P0PPING BEY0ND P0PPING SUMMER WHICH IS C0MING T0 A PICTURE PERFECT ENDING. IF Y0U CANT TAKE ME SIT THE FUCK D0WN !!! SERVE HA !!!

S0L-ANGEL

IF Y0U HAVE EARS Y0U HAVE RECENTLY BEEN DR0WNDED IN THE NEW BITCH 0N THE BL0CK KN0WN AS S0LANGE KN0WLES. WHETHER Y0U LIVE F0R HER V0CALS, WARDR0BE, 0R JUST HER CUNT ENERGY Y0U CANN0T DENY THAT SHE IS W0RKING THE GAME RIGHT AB0UT N0W. SHE IS PR0VING THAT S0ME 0F US ARE DESTINED F0R M0RE THEN JUST 15 MINUTES 0F FAME (EVEN WHEN 0UR 0LDER SISTER IS A TIPPING/PERF0RMING LEGEND)

H0NESTLY, I WAS N0T A FAN 0F HERS WITH HER FIRST ALBUM. THE B0H0 ETHNIC L00K WAS S0 LATE T0 ME & THE LYRICS JUST DIDNT D0 IT, N0 SHADE. N0W I THINK THAT SHE HAS C0ME INT0 HERSELF AS AN ARTIST & AN INDIVIDUAL. THR0UGH THE UPS & D0WN 0F THE INDUSTRY THIS BITCH IS HERE T0 STAY S0 I HAD T0 WATCH HER RIP AT THE J&R MUSIC FESTIVAL.





THE C0ST WAS FREE S0 I HAD T0 PUMP THE FUCK THR0UGH. MICHELLE WILLIAMS & TERRENCE H0WARD ALS0 PERF0RMED BUT I WASNT REALLY INT0 THEIR ACTS, N0 SHADE THATS JUST N0T MY CUP 0F TEA. I MEET S0LANGE AT THE J&R ST0RE F0R HER PRE ALBUM SIGNING & SHE WAS JUST A REAL PERS0N. SHE WAS NICE, HUMBLE, PH0T0GENIC, & FER0SH S0 I LIVE F0R HER.



BEY & TINA KN0WLES CAME T0 SUPP0RT. BEY L00KED CUTE FR0M THE PICS I SAW 0N THE NET. THE M0RALE 0F THE ST0RY IS PICK UP S0L-ANGEL & THE HADLEY STREET DREAM DR0PPING 8/26/08. HERE ARE S0ME VIDS, GET ALL THE WAY IN.

EXCUSE ME ?

SUMMER TIME IS ENDING IN AN EM0TI0NAL, MESSY, & C0NFUSING PILE 0F SHIT. I BLAME MY CURRENT FUCKED UP SITUAT0N S0ULY 0N THE FACT THAT I SAID FUCK MY SUMMER READING & NEVER PICKED UP MY B00KS. IF I HAD TH0SE TW0 THICK ASS B00KS T0 READ I W0ULDNT HAVE HAD S0 MUCH TIME 0N MY HANDS T0 MAKE A MESS 0F MY LIFE. I ALS0 BLAME THE FACT THAT I LET ALL TH0SE 90'S CLUB JAMS C0NVINCE ME THAT THE P0WER 0F L0VE WAS STILL AR0UND.



"F0R S0ME 0NE S0 Y0UNG Y0U SURE ARE DEPRESSED AL0T.." --WEST

WHAT THE FUCK CAN I SAY T0 THAT? BESIDES EXCUSE ME?

MY L0VE LIFE IS THE FUCKING TWILIGHT LIGHT Z0NE. Y0U KN0W H0W AWKWARD IT IS WHEN Y0UR L0VE INTEREST TELLS Y0U ITS 0KAY T0 DATE 0THER PE0PLE CAUSE THEY ARE N0T G0ING ANYWHERE. WHAT!? I GET IT, WE'RE FRIENDS. WE L0VE EACH 0THER. WE'VE DID SHIT. IT G0T T0 REAL. IF ITS MEANT T0 BE IT WILL BE. TIME WILL TELL, & ALL THAT 0THER CLICHE BULL SHIT BUT IM N0T LIVING F0R T0M0RR0W. WHY THE FUCK SH0ULD I WHEN IM LIVING T0DAY , EXCUSE ME?

UGHHH !!!! AM I REALLY G0NNA MESS WITH S0ME 0NE WH0 IS S0 N0T EVEN MY TYPE JUST CAUSE I KN0W I WILL BE APPRECIATED & ACTUALLY GET A CHANCE T0 G0 0N DATES, CHILL, & HAVE S0ME 0NE BE THERE C0NSTANTLY, F0R ME, EXCUSE ME?

THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A BITTER SWEET SUMMER. I HAVE LIVED M0RE IN THIS LAST TW0 M0NTHS THEN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I HAVE L0VED. I HAVE L0ST. I HAVE BR0KEN RULES. I HAVE PUMPED THE CHILLY STREETS 0F S0H0 & TASTED THE NIGHT AIR 0F THE VILLAGE. I HAVE FLIRTED & BEEN FLIRTED WITH. I HAVE KISSED PE0PLE WH0 L0VE ME. M0NEY, DRINKS, & SEX. UPS & D0WNS. FREE C0NCERTS & PUKING. WEIGHT L0SS & HEAD ACHES. SLEEP 0VERS & LAUGHS. THE LAUGHS .. THE LAUGHS .. THE LAUGHS. C0ULD Y0U BLAME ME F0R WISHING THAT LIFE C0ULD JUST FREEZE FRAME & LET ME BE .. SIMPLY HAPPY IN THIS C0NFUSING, DRAINING, MESSY M0MENT IN MY LIFE THAT IS SUMMER TIME?