SUMMER TIME IS ENDING IN AN EM0TI0NAL, MESSY, & C0NFUSING PILE 0F SHIT. I BLAME MY CURRENT FUCKED UP SITUAT0N S0ULY 0N THE FACT THAT I SAID FUCK MY SUMMER READING & NEVER PICKED UP MY B00KS. IF I HAD TH0SE TW0 THICK ASS B00KS T0 READ I W0ULDNT HAVE HAD S0 MUCH TIME 0N MY HANDS T0 MAKE A MESS 0F MY LIFE. I ALS0 BLAME THE FACT THAT I LET ALL TH0SE 90'S CLUB JAMS C0NVINCE ME THAT THE P0WER 0F L0VE WAS STILL AR0UND.
"F0R S0ME 0NE S0 Y0UNG Y0U SURE ARE DEPRESSED AL0T.." --WEST
WHAT THE FUCK CAN I SAY T0 THAT? BESIDES EXCUSE ME?
MY L0VE LIFE IS THE FUCKING TWILIGHT LIGHT Z0NE. Y0U KN0W H0W AWKWARD IT IS WHEN Y0UR L0VE INTEREST TELLS Y0U ITS 0KAY T0 DATE 0THER PE0PLE CAUSE THEY ARE N0T G0ING ANYWHERE. WHAT!? I GET IT, WE'RE FRIENDS. WE L0VE EACH 0THER. WE'VE DID SHIT. IT G0T T0 REAL. IF ITS MEANT T0 BE IT WILL BE. TIME WILL TELL, & ALL THAT 0THER CLICHE BULL SHIT BUT IM N0T LIVING F0R T0M0RR0W. WHY THE FUCK SH0ULD I WHEN IM LIVING T0DAY , EXCUSE ME?
UGHHH !!!! AM I REALLY G0NNA MESS WITH S0ME 0NE WH0 IS S0 N0T EVEN MY TYPE JUST CAUSE I KN0W I WILL BE APPRECIATED & ACTUALLY GET A CHANCE T0 G0 0N DATES, CHILL, & HAVE S0ME 0NE BE THERE C0NSTANTLY, F0R ME, EXCUSE ME?
THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A BITTER SWEET SUMMER. I HAVE LIVED M0RE IN THIS LAST TW0 M0NTHS THEN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I HAVE L0VED. I HAVE L0ST. I HAVE BR0KEN RULES. I HAVE PUMPED THE CHILLY STREETS 0F S0H0 & TASTED THE NIGHT AIR 0F THE VILLAGE. I HAVE FLIRTED & BEEN FLIRTED WITH. I HAVE KISSED PE0PLE WH0 L0VE ME. M0NEY, DRINKS, & SEX. UPS & D0WNS. FREE C0NCERTS & PUKING. WEIGHT L0SS & HEAD ACHES. SLEEP 0VERS & LAUGHS. THE LAUGHS .. THE LAUGHS .. THE LAUGHS. C0ULD Y0U BLAME ME F0R WISHING THAT LIFE C0ULD JUST FREEZE FRAME & LET ME BE .. SIMPLY HAPPY IN THIS C0NFUSING, DRAINING, MESSY M0MENT IN MY LIFE THAT IS SUMMER TIME?
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