GET Y0UR LIFE T0GETHER ..

S0 WHAT D0 Y0U D0, WHEN Y0U C0ME T0 A P0INT IN Y0UR LIFE WHEN TALKING AB0UT Y0UR PR0BLEMS TO YOUR FRIENDS ONLY ENDS UP IN MORE EXAMPLES THEY CAN USE OF HOW MUCH OF A DEPRESSED PERSON YOU ARE? YOU FUCKING GET YOUR LIFE TOGETHER. HOW MANY TIMES DO I SAY THIS ON A DAILY BASES? I HAVE WAISTED MY BODY, MIND, TALENT & SOUL ON EARTHLY DESIRES & BULL SHIT; WILL I EVER LEARN? I WILL W0RK HARD TO MAKE '09 A MORE PRODUCTIVE .. SCANDAL FREE YEAR. THE TIME IS NOW; RIGHT NOW.

WHEN LIFE IS N0T ENOUGH ..

I WANNA GO ON A DATE IN THE PARK & WATCH THIS MOVIE FROM A PROJECTOR .. JUST YOU, ME, THE STARS & OUR THOUGHTS. WOULDNT THAT BE GRAND.

THANK Y0U, & Y0UR WELC0ME ..

THE TIME IS 5:10 AM .. AFTER SM0KING C0CK BACK T0 BACK I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF PRETENDING T0 SM0KE PENS LIKE LUCYS AS I P0UR MY HEART 0UT 0N THIS LAME BL0G. I TH0UGHT N0THING C0ULD HURT M0RE THEN A FALSE TEENAGE L0VE AFFAIR BUT THEN 0NE DAY I W0KE UP & REALIZED I WASNT G0NNA BE A DESIGNER BECAUSE I WAS T00 LAZY & I FELT REAL PAIN F0R THE FIRST TIME. WHAT A LAZY, SHIFTLESS NIGGER I HAVE BEC0ME. AS MISTER G00DIE RECUPERATES 0N MY BED CAUSING SL0B T0 GRACE MY C0VER I CRIED GENTLY WHILE TYPING THIS. ST0P WAISTING Y0UR LIVES, N0 M0RE EXCUSES, TAKE BACK WHAT WAS Y0URS. I WILL N0T L0SE. & THANK Y0U ..

BUT EN0UGH DAY BREAK SELF REVELATI0NS .. I THINK WHEN I GET THE BALLS MY HAIR IS G0NNA L00K LIKE THIS. MAYBE THIS IS MY NEW YEARS L00K, ST0P THE ENVY; H0ES & LURKS ALIKE ..



BUT Y0U WILL HAVE T0 EXCUSE ME, I HAVE FASHI0N M0VES T0 MAKE. THE FABRIC IS F0R A VEST & SH0RT SET & THERE IS A NEW SKETCH PAD 0N MY DESK THAT NEEDS T0 BE FILLED UP WITH SHIT ..

N0T T0 ME ..

T0DAY AS I PUMPED H0ME IN THE C0LD I WAS VERBALLY GAY BASHED. THIS TIME IT WASNT THE TYPICAL FAGG0T TH0UGH, S0 INSTEAD 0F BEING TAKEN BACK I WAS A LITTLE INTRIGUED. N0, THIS TIME THE SIMPLE MINDED PEASANT CHANTED, "MARC0 H0M0, MARC0 H0M0." SADLY N0NE 0F HIS FRIENDS LAUGHED S0 WE WENT 0N WITH 0UR LIVES.

N0W Y0U M0THER FUCKERS LISTEN & LISTEN G00D. N0T S0 L0NG AG0 THIS WAS MY N0T S0 0VAH REALITY. I KN0W, FASHI0N BLASPHEMY.



BUT BITCH I FUCKING TIP N0W S0 D0NT EVER THINK A LITTLE C0MMENT AB0UT S0ME DIMWITTED SHIT C0ULD HURT ME M0THER FUCKER. I BEEN THR0UGH T00 MANY TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES T0 LET ANY BITCH 0R BITCH NIGGER GET ME D0NE. I MEAN L00K AT ME. FR0M AN UGLY DUCKLING T0 AN OVAH SWAN, WHAT M0RE CAN I SAY.

WAKE ME WHEN ITS 0VER

I LIVE F0R SN0W .. I LIVE F0R THE C0LD. I HATE CHRISTMAS TIME, I JUST D0. D0NT ASK ME WHY. D0NT ASK ME D0 I L0VE JESUS. D0NT ASK ME D0 I BELIEVE IN G0D. IF Y0U W0ULD JUST TAKE A STEP BACK FR0M IT ALL & L00K AT CHRISTMAS Y0U W0ULD HATE IT JUST AS MUCH AS I D0, MAYBE EVEN M0RE. H0WEVER, I LIKE GIFTS; ESPECIALLY FUNNY 0NES. TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAUSE ITS A GAGGER. A G00DIE; BUT A GAGGER N0NE THE LESS ..



I HAVE THESE IN WHITE & RED. TATA SURE KN0WS H0W T0 PUT A SMILE 0N MY FACE. I STILL GET THE JITTERS EVERY TIME I L00K AT THEM. THANK THE G0DS F0R VICKY SECRETS. THEY ARE G0NNA L00K S0 CUTE 0N ME WHEN I REMAKE THIS VIDE0. Y0U CANT TAKE IT ..

FALLING ANGELS

Y0U NEED T0 SEE THIS M0VIE BEF0RE Y0U DIE. 0NE 0F THE BEST INDIE M0VIES I HAVE EVER SEEN & SINCE MY H0ME GURRRL JAZZE & I CAN FUCKING HAVE WH0LE C0NVERSATI0NS AB0UT G0D & CREATI0N TALES F0R DAYS WITH THE IFC CHANNEL BLASTING IN THE BACKGR0UND LETS JUST SAY I HAVE SEEN AL0T 0F THEM.

MAGIC POWDER ..

I D0NT KN0W WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS ALL AB0UT BUT ITS DEF GIVING ME A L00K .. CAN I BE IN THE NEXT 0NE, PRETTY PLEASE

WHEN IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

N0THING IS M0RE SICKENING THAN A DEAD FRIENDSHIP. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN ALL AB0UT THEM F0R ME. WHETHER WE HAVE GROWN APART OR JUST L0ST T0UCH I HAVE L0ST S0ME FRIENDS THAT I MISS DEEPLY & THINK ABOUT EVERY N0W & THEN. WH0SE T0 SAY WE W0NT REC0NNECT .. MAYBE THIS IS THE FIRST STEP. MAYBE THIS WILL NEVER BE READ BY ANY 0F THEM. N0T A CRY F0R HELP.

HEARTBREAK

I H0PE YOU NEVER LEAVE .. I JUST COULDNT TAKE THE STRESS. I WOULD RATHER LOSE THE TREES, THE BREEZE, & ALL OF MY BREATHE. WE SURPASSED THE PHYSICAL LASHES & THE MENTAL TORMENT. TO SIMPLY SAY, "I LOVE YOU" WOULD BE THE TRUE DEFINITION OF LESS .. LESS BECAUSE MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU & NO ONE NEXT.

TAKE MY SOUL TO LIGHT YOUR DARK TIMES AND MY THOUGHTS TO REBUILD THE WRECK. MY BODY IS YOUR CANVAS TAKE MY LIPS, HIPS, & KNECK. LEAVE ME DRAINED & BARREN FROM THE LONG NIGHTS OF SEX. ORAL SEX; AT THE END OF THE DAY NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. BUT IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN MAKE ME WET ..

I HAVE NOTHING ELSE T0 SAY AT THE M0MENT ..



RELATIONSHIPS ARE DRAINING; FRIENDS & LOVERS ALIKE. I JUST CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE .. IM N0T READY F0R A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE, WHICH IS SAD BECAUSE A RELATIONSHIP WAS THE ONE THING I THOUGHT I WANTED THE MOST. I GET ME NOW THOUGH. IM A RUDE SMART MOUTHED EMOTIONAL MESS THATS WAY TO IMMATURE TO KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG & WAY TO GROWN TO LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKES. TAKE ME AS I AM. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?

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I WASNT THINKING REALLY ..

I HAVE GIVEN S0ME L00KS IN MY DAY .. 0H H0NEY I WAS 0VAH !!!

THE ART 0F THINGS ..

I WANT T0 GET T0 A P0INT IN MY LIFE WHERE I AM THE DEFINITI0N 0F 0VAHNESS. GET ALL THE WAY INT0 LEIGH B0WERY AS AN ART EXHIBIT. I D0NT THINK Y0U UNDERSTAND. B0WERY; DESIGNER, PERS0NA, IC0N. THE NAME SPEAKS F0R ITSELF. TAKE THE TIME T0 EDUCATE Y0URSELF 0N THIS MAN.

THE DRAWING BOARD ..

H0NESTLY, I REALLY D0NT HAVE THE TIME T0 CATCH Y0U UP 0N MY THANKSGIVING CELEBRATI0N THAT BECAME AN 0NG0ING FUCK FEAST 0F S0RTS BECAUSE I W0ULD RATHER KEEP S0ME SCANDALS T0 MYSELF. I KN0W, IM INN0VATIVE, A BL0G WITH N0 SCANDALS !!! I WILL SAVE TH0SE DETAILS F0R MY BEST FRIEND D0MI T0 HEAR AS I WATCH HER ST0MACH CRINGE IN DISGUST, I L0VE T0 MAKE THE GURRRLS GAG.

L00KING IN THE MIRR0R RECENTLY DELIVERED ME A MAJ0R DISC0VERY; A HICKEY. I JUST C0ULDNT TAKE IT. EVEN WITH HIM BEING G0NE HE STILL HAD A SORT OF VULGAR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE. NEVER 0NE T0 BE ASHAMED I SPORTED IT LIKE A G0LD MEDAL; AS ANY 0LYMPICS SMUT SH0ULD. I DIGRESS ..

I RECENTLY RAN MY FAVORITE PAIR OF FRAMES THROUGH THE WASHING MACHINE AND I COULD HONESTLY DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. LIFE DOESNT SEEM WORTH LIVING AFTER THAT MONUMENTAL LOST. WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS POST ..

0H; I KN0W REALIZE THE REAL MISSION IN LIFE. LIFE IS ALL AB0UT PR0DUCING AND MAINTAINING AN INFECTIOUSLY DELICIOUS PERS0NA THAT THE W0RLD HAS NEVER SEEN. BACK T0 THE DRAWING B0ARD ..