0NE M0RE TIME

"AS A CHILD I KNEW .. THAT THE STARS C0ULD 0NLY GET BRIGHTER"

A BITCH BEEN G0NE F0R A MINTUTE. LIFE IS S0 MUCH BETTER WHEN Y0U ARE ACTUALLY LIVING IT INSTEAD 0F BEING TIED D0WN T0 A FUCKING LAPT0P. H0WEVER, IM BACK. UGH !!! MY TW0 INTERNSHIPS HAVE BEEN DRAINING ME & I L0VE EVERY MINUTE 0F IT. (I INTERN AT FIT IN THE MENSWEAR DEPT. & A TAIL0RING SH0P, AN FYI)THE P0RTF0LI0 IS C0MING T0GETHER SL0WLY BUT SURELY .. IM PR0UD, I CAN SAY THAT. BITCH I HAVE BEEN SPITTING THE SICKEST CHANTS LATELY WHICH JUST REMINDS ME H0W MUCH I MISS DESH0N J0URD0N ZI0N & Y0K0 EB0NY .. UGHHH !!! 0N A BRIGHTER N0TE I MIGHT HAVE A PR0M DATE. YESSSSSSSS BITCH THE ANTICIPATI0N IS KILLING ME. A BITCH IS STILL ALL KINDS 0F J0BLESS BUT AT LEAST IM SHRINKING .. SL0WLY. I AM MAD ADDICTED T0 FACEB00K .. THE END



IM 18 .. A SENI0R IN HIGH SCH00L .. A REGISTERED V0TER .. A DREAMER .. & AN ADDICT BUT LIFE C0ULDNT BE ANY BETTER THEN THIS EXACT M0MENT. IM L0VING IT ALL EVEN THE TIME WHEN I D0NT. I AM IN L0VE, AS USUAL. I FEEL G00D AB0UT SHIT. I D0NT KN0W WHAT T0 DAY FUCKERS IM JUST A TAD HAPPY. THIS IS S0 N0T ME.

EST 10.12.90

UGH !!! MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAS A RUSH 0F SH0TS, BEATS, EM0TI0NS, ACHES, & DIRT STAINS 0N MY GREY SEVEN JEANS. YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT. THE NIGHT STARTED WITH A LITTLE BIRTHDAY DINNER AT THIS CREEPY RESTAURANT IN THE VILLAGE. IT WILL N0T GET NAMED BECAUSE IT DEFINITELY DIDN'T DESERVE ANY PUBLICITY. LATER 0N ME & MY CUNT CREW HIT THE LAB. N0W THIS IS WHERE MY BIRTHDAY EM0TI0NS STARTED T0 GET THE BEST 0F ME ..





I WAS JUST HAVING S0 MUCH FUN MIXED WITH S0 MANY DRINKS THAT I SUDDENLY SLUMPED INT0 A CHAIR & TH0UGHT, "W0W, Y0UR 18 FUCKING YEARS 0LD & WHAT D0 Y0U HAVE T0 SH0W F0R IT?" .. N0T A DAMN THING. THE FACT THAT 0ZZ & AVID WERE FUCKING EACH 0THER WITH THEIR T0NGUES DIDNT HELP MY SITUATI0N. H0WEVER, IT WAS MY DAY S0 I PEELED MYSELF 0UT 0F THAT CHAIR AND WENT 0FF ..







IT WAS FUN BECAUSE I WAS Y0UNG, DUMB & DIDNT GIVE A FUCK.

H0P 0FF ..

WHY DID I G00GLE MYSELF? WELL N0T MY GOVERMENT CAUSE THAT W0ULD BE WACK; BUT MY NETWORKING NAME. PUT IN R.CALIEL INT0 G00GLE AND MY WH0LE FUCKING LIFE WILL C0ME UP. I FEEL S0 PUT 0UT THERE .. CAUGHT 0UT THERE .. EXP0SED .. LEAKED .. AND BITCH I AM GAGING MAJ0RLY. THIS SHIT IS MAD SCARY AND YET I FEEL MAD ACC0MPLISHED. G00GLE ME BITCH AND LIVE .. LIVE AND G0 0FF !!!

THE GAGGER ..

THE GAGGER 0F THE YEAR: CAZWELL, MY FUCKING ID0L (RIGHT AFTER CRYSTAL LABIEJA) PERS0NALLY PUT ME 0N THE LIST F0R J0NTE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AND I CANT EVEN G0. MY PUSSY WAS ALREADY TOUCHED BY THE G0DS WHEN HE REPLIED T0 MY EMAIL 0N MYSPACE BUT 0F C0URSE MY LIFE W0ULDNT BE MY LIFE WITH0UT A GAG 0R TW0 0N THE PATH T0 NETW0RKING HEAVEN ..



FUCKING AMANDA LEP0RE WILL BE THERE .. 0H MY !!! I LIVE F0R AMANDA LEP0RE !!! S0 HERE IS THE M0THER FUCKING PLAN KIDDIES. MY M0THER W0RKS LATE AS HELL 0N THURSDAYS. SHE W0ULD BE BACK AT LIKE 2AM. S0 I G0NNA PLEAD T0 SPEND THE NIGHT WITH MY AUNT L0LA WH0 D0ESNT GIVE A FUCK CAUSE SHE CAN RELATE T0 A GIRL THAT JUST WANTS T0 HAVE FUN. Y0U D0NT KN0W H0W IMP0RTANT IT IS THAT I ATTEND THIS EVENT. N0 ID, N0 PR0BLEM. LETS JUST PRAY THE JAZZE HA & I FIND SUM NEW GARMETS. TIPPING ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AB0UT MYSELF ..

IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

"IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I WANT TO SAY .. CAUSE THERE IS S0METHING BETWEEN US ANYWAY .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I G0T T0 D0 .. S0ME KIND 0F SECRET I WILL SHARE WITH Y0U .. I NEED Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I WANT Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I'LL MISS YOU M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE .. I L0VE Y0U M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE" YOU ENDED A CHAPTER IN MY LIFE WITH A SINGLE PH0NE CALL. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. EVER .. LE FIN ..