WAKE ME WHEN ITS 0VER

I LIVE F0R SN0W .. I LIVE F0R THE C0LD. I HATE CHRISTMAS TIME, I JUST D0. D0NT ASK ME WHY. D0NT ASK ME D0 I L0VE JESUS. D0NT ASK ME D0 I BELIEVE IN G0D. IF Y0U W0ULD JUST TAKE A STEP BACK FR0M IT ALL & L00K AT CHRISTMAS Y0U W0ULD HATE IT JUST AS MUCH AS I D0, MAYBE EVEN M0RE. H0WEVER, I LIKE GIFTS; ESPECIALLY FUNNY 0NES. TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAUSE ITS A GAGGER. A G00DIE; BUT A GAGGER N0NE THE LESS ..



I HAVE THESE IN WHITE & RED. TATA SURE KN0WS H0W T0 PUT A SMILE 0N MY FACE. I STILL GET THE JITTERS EVERY TIME I L00K AT THEM. THANK THE G0DS F0R VICKY SECRETS. THEY ARE G0NNA L00K S0 CUTE 0N ME WHEN I REMAKE THIS VIDE0. Y0U CANT TAKE IT ..

FALLING ANGELS

Y0U NEED T0 SEE THIS M0VIE BEF0RE Y0U DIE. 0NE 0F THE BEST INDIE M0VIES I HAVE EVER SEEN & SINCE MY H0ME GURRRL JAZZE & I CAN FUCKING HAVE WH0LE C0NVERSATI0NS AB0UT G0D & CREATI0N TALES F0R DAYS WITH THE IFC CHANNEL BLASTING IN THE BACKGR0UND LETS JUST SAY I HAVE SEEN AL0T 0F THEM.

MAGIC POWDER ..

I D0NT KN0W WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS ALL AB0UT BUT ITS DEF GIVING ME A L00K .. CAN I BE IN THE NEXT 0NE, PRETTY PLEASE

WHEN IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

N0THING IS M0RE SICKENING THAN A DEAD FRIENDSHIP. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN ALL AB0UT THEM F0R ME. WHETHER WE HAVE GROWN APART OR JUST L0ST T0UCH I HAVE L0ST S0ME FRIENDS THAT I MISS DEEPLY & THINK ABOUT EVERY N0W & THEN. WH0SE T0 SAY WE W0NT REC0NNECT .. MAYBE THIS IS THE FIRST STEP. MAYBE THIS WILL NEVER BE READ BY ANY 0F THEM. N0T A CRY F0R HELP.

HEARTBREAK

I H0PE YOU NEVER LEAVE .. I JUST COULDNT TAKE THE STRESS. I WOULD RATHER LOSE THE TREES, THE BREEZE, & ALL OF MY BREATHE. WE SURPASSED THE PHYSICAL LASHES & THE MENTAL TORMENT. TO SIMPLY SAY, "I LOVE YOU" WOULD BE THE TRUE DEFINITION OF LESS .. LESS BECAUSE MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU & NO ONE NEXT.

TAKE MY SOUL TO LIGHT YOUR DARK TIMES AND MY THOUGHTS TO REBUILD THE WRECK. MY BODY IS YOUR CANVAS TAKE MY LIPS, HIPS, & KNECK. LEAVE ME DRAINED & BARREN FROM THE LONG NIGHTS OF SEX. ORAL SEX; AT THE END OF THE DAY NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. BUT IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN MAKE ME WET ..

I HAVE NOTHING ELSE T0 SAY AT THE M0MENT ..



RELATIONSHIPS ARE DRAINING; FRIENDS & LOVERS ALIKE. I JUST CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE .. IM N0T READY F0R A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE, WHICH IS SAD BECAUSE A RELATIONSHIP WAS THE ONE THING I THOUGHT I WANTED THE MOST. I GET ME NOW THOUGH. IM A RUDE SMART MOUTHED EMOTIONAL MESS THATS WAY TO IMMATURE TO KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG & WAY TO GROWN TO LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKES. TAKE ME AS I AM. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?

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I WASNT THINKING REALLY ..

I HAVE GIVEN S0ME L00KS IN MY DAY .. 0H H0NEY I WAS 0VAH !!!

THE ART 0F THINGS ..

I WANT T0 GET T0 A P0INT IN MY LIFE WHERE I AM THE DEFINITI0N 0F 0VAHNESS. GET ALL THE WAY INT0 LEIGH B0WERY AS AN ART EXHIBIT. I D0NT THINK Y0U UNDERSTAND. B0WERY; DESIGNER, PERS0NA, IC0N. THE NAME SPEAKS F0R ITSELF. TAKE THE TIME T0 EDUCATE Y0URSELF 0N THIS MAN.

THE DRAWING BOARD ..

H0NESTLY, I REALLY D0NT HAVE THE TIME T0 CATCH Y0U UP 0N MY THANKSGIVING CELEBRATI0N THAT BECAME AN 0NG0ING FUCK FEAST 0F S0RTS BECAUSE I W0ULD RATHER KEEP S0ME SCANDALS T0 MYSELF. I KN0W, IM INN0VATIVE, A BL0G WITH N0 SCANDALS !!! I WILL SAVE TH0SE DETAILS F0R MY BEST FRIEND D0MI T0 HEAR AS I WATCH HER ST0MACH CRINGE IN DISGUST, I L0VE T0 MAKE THE GURRRLS GAG.

L00KING IN THE MIRR0R RECENTLY DELIVERED ME A MAJ0R DISC0VERY; A HICKEY. I JUST C0ULDNT TAKE IT. EVEN WITH HIM BEING G0NE HE STILL HAD A SORT OF VULGAR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE. NEVER 0NE T0 BE ASHAMED I SPORTED IT LIKE A G0LD MEDAL; AS ANY 0LYMPICS SMUT SH0ULD. I DIGRESS ..

I RECENTLY RAN MY FAVORITE PAIR OF FRAMES THROUGH THE WASHING MACHINE AND I COULD HONESTLY DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. LIFE DOESNT SEEM WORTH LIVING AFTER THAT MONUMENTAL LOST. WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS POST ..

0H; I KN0W REALIZE THE REAL MISSION IN LIFE. LIFE IS ALL AB0UT PR0DUCING AND MAINTAINING AN INFECTIOUSLY DELICIOUS PERS0NA THAT THE W0RLD HAS NEVER SEEN. BACK T0 THE DRAWING B0ARD ..