R. CALIEL

I WAS B0RN N0T T0 L0NG AG0 .. T0 S0ME IT W0ULD SEEM LIKE JUST YESTERDAY .. PLACE 0F BIRTH D0NT MATTER N0NE .. I REMEMBER IN KINDERGARDEN H0W ALL THE GIRLS PLAYED WITH ME DURING THE DAY .. WHILE THE B0YS 0NLY TALKED T0 ME DURING NAP TIME .. ST0RY 0F MY LIFE ..

MY FARTHEST MEM0RIES I CAN REMEMBER ARE TINTED STILLS .. FREEZE FRAMES 0F SHIT MY M0THER D0ESNT LIKE T0 TALK AB0UT .. I GUESS THATS JUST H0W A 3 YEAR 0LD CAPTURES THE TRADEGY 0F M0LESTATI0N ..

I D0NT HAVE A FATHER .. NEVER DID .. NEVER WILL .. THE END ..

I ALWAYS HAD A DEEP C0NNECTI0N WITH MYSELF SINCE I WAS THE 0NLY PERS0N I C0NFIDED IN .. THAT C0NNECTI0N CAUSED EARLY PHYS0C0L0GICAL DEVEL0PEMENT THAT ALL0WED ME T0 KN0W MYSELF BEF0RE ANY 0NE ELSE C0ULD SHAPE ME .. I NEVER CHANGED F0R N0B0DY .. I GUESS THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN Y0UR F0RCED T0 GR0W UP ..

AT THE END 0F THE DAY I AM HERE T0 PLEASE MYSELF .. S0 D0NT TAKE ANYTHING I SAY 0R D0T0 HEART .. I 0NLY LIVE T0 GET 0FF 0N MY 0WN LIFES FUCK UPS .. WH0 I FUCK, MY CH0ICE 0F P0IS0NS, 0R THE C0L0R 0F MY EYES ARE N0NE 0F Y0UR C0NCERN .. BUT I THINK ITS CUTE Y0U TAKING THE TIME T0 READ THIS INTR0 ..

I AM A STARVING MENSWEAR DESIGNER .. A WILD 17 YEAR 0LD F0RCED T0 RESIDE IN A L0CKED BIRD CAGE .. I MAY SEEM DRAMATIC .. MAYBE EVEN EXTRA AT TIMES .. D0NT USE ME F0R Y0UR ENTERTAINMENT .. LEARN FR0M MY MISTAKES .. DISAGREE WITH MY TH0UGHTS .. TAKE THE TIME T0 UNDERSTAND MY TRIVIAL RANTS .. D0NT FEEL S0RRY F0R ME CAUSE I D0NT FEEL S0RRY F0R MYSELF ..

D0NT JUDGE ME CAUSE Y0U D0NT KN0W ME .. AND EVEN IF Y0U HAVE SEEN ME 0N THE STEAMY "A" TRAIN 0NE M0NDAY M0RNING .. 0R WE G0 T0 THE SAME HIGH SCH00L .. 0R WE SHARE THE SAME LAST NAME .. 0R THE SAME BL00D F0R THAT MATTER .. Y0U STILL D0NT HAVE THAT PREVALIGE .. I'M JUST ME .. BUT EN0UGH AB0UT ME ..