0NE M0RE TIME

"AS A CHILD I KNEW .. THAT THE STARS C0ULD 0NLY GET BRIGHTER"

A BITCH BEEN G0NE F0R A MINTUTE. LIFE IS S0 MUCH BETTER WHEN Y0U ARE ACTUALLY LIVING IT INSTEAD 0F BEING TIED D0WN T0 A FUCKING LAPT0P. H0WEVER, IM BACK. UGH !!! MY TW0 INTERNSHIPS HAVE BEEN DRAINING ME & I L0VE EVERY MINUTE 0F IT. (I INTERN AT FIT IN THE MENSWEAR DEPT. & A TAIL0RING SH0P, AN FYI)THE P0RTF0LI0 IS C0MING T0GETHER SL0WLY BUT SURELY .. IM PR0UD, I CAN SAY THAT. BITCH I HAVE BEEN SPITTING THE SICKEST CHANTS LATELY WHICH JUST REMINDS ME H0W MUCH I MISS DESH0N J0URD0N ZI0N & Y0K0 EB0NY .. UGHHH !!! 0N A BRIGHTER N0TE I MIGHT HAVE A PR0M DATE. YESSSSSSSS BITCH THE ANTICIPATI0N IS KILLING ME. A BITCH IS STILL ALL KINDS 0F J0BLESS BUT AT LEAST IM SHRINKING .. SL0WLY. I AM MAD ADDICTED T0 FACEB00K .. THE END



IM 18 .. A SENI0R IN HIGH SCH00L .. A REGISTERED V0TER .. A DREAMER .. & AN ADDICT BUT LIFE C0ULDNT BE ANY BETTER THEN THIS EXACT M0MENT. IM L0VING IT ALL EVEN THE TIME WHEN I D0NT. I AM IN L0VE, AS USUAL. I FEEL G00D AB0UT SHIT. I D0NT KN0W WHAT T0 DAY FUCKERS IM JUST A TAD HAPPY. THIS IS S0 N0T ME.

EST 10.12.90

UGH !!! MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAS A RUSH 0F SH0TS, BEATS, EM0TI0NS, ACHES, & DIRT STAINS 0N MY GREY SEVEN JEANS. YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT. THE NIGHT STARTED WITH A LITTLE BIRTHDAY DINNER AT THIS CREEPY RESTAURANT IN THE VILLAGE. IT WILL N0T GET NAMED BECAUSE IT DEFINITELY DIDN'T DESERVE ANY PUBLICITY. LATER 0N ME & MY CUNT CREW HIT THE LAB. N0W THIS IS WHERE MY BIRTHDAY EM0TI0NS STARTED T0 GET THE BEST 0F ME ..





I WAS JUST HAVING S0 MUCH FUN MIXED WITH S0 MANY DRINKS THAT I SUDDENLY SLUMPED INT0 A CHAIR & TH0UGHT, "W0W, Y0UR 18 FUCKING YEARS 0LD & WHAT D0 Y0U HAVE T0 SH0W F0R IT?" .. N0T A DAMN THING. THE FACT THAT 0ZZ & AVID WERE FUCKING EACH 0THER WITH THEIR T0NGUES DIDNT HELP MY SITUATI0N. H0WEVER, IT WAS MY DAY S0 I PEELED MYSELF 0UT 0F THAT CHAIR AND WENT 0FF ..







IT WAS FUN BECAUSE I WAS Y0UNG, DUMB & DIDNT GIVE A FUCK.

H0P 0FF ..

WHY DID I G00GLE MYSELF? WELL N0T MY GOVERMENT CAUSE THAT W0ULD BE WACK; BUT MY NETWORKING NAME. PUT IN R.CALIEL INT0 G00GLE AND MY WH0LE FUCKING LIFE WILL C0ME UP. I FEEL S0 PUT 0UT THERE .. CAUGHT 0UT THERE .. EXP0SED .. LEAKED .. AND BITCH I AM GAGING MAJ0RLY. THIS SHIT IS MAD SCARY AND YET I FEEL MAD ACC0MPLISHED. G00GLE ME BITCH AND LIVE .. LIVE AND G0 0FF !!!

THE GAGGER ..

THE GAGGER 0F THE YEAR: CAZWELL, MY FUCKING ID0L (RIGHT AFTER CRYSTAL LABIEJA) PERS0NALLY PUT ME 0N THE LIST F0R J0NTE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AND I CANT EVEN G0. MY PUSSY WAS ALREADY TOUCHED BY THE G0DS WHEN HE REPLIED T0 MY EMAIL 0N MYSPACE BUT 0F C0URSE MY LIFE W0ULDNT BE MY LIFE WITH0UT A GAG 0R TW0 0N THE PATH T0 NETW0RKING HEAVEN ..



FUCKING AMANDA LEP0RE WILL BE THERE .. 0H MY !!! I LIVE F0R AMANDA LEP0RE !!! S0 HERE IS THE M0THER FUCKING PLAN KIDDIES. MY M0THER W0RKS LATE AS HELL 0N THURSDAYS. SHE W0ULD BE BACK AT LIKE 2AM. S0 I G0NNA PLEAD T0 SPEND THE NIGHT WITH MY AUNT L0LA WH0 D0ESNT GIVE A FUCK CAUSE SHE CAN RELATE T0 A GIRL THAT JUST WANTS T0 HAVE FUN. Y0U D0NT KN0W H0W IMP0RTANT IT IS THAT I ATTEND THIS EVENT. N0 ID, N0 PR0BLEM. LETS JUST PRAY THE JAZZE HA & I FIND SUM NEW GARMETS. TIPPING ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AB0UT MYSELF ..

IT ALL FALLS DOWN ..

"IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I WANT TO SAY .. CAUSE THERE IS S0METHING BETWEEN US ANYWAY .. I MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT 0NE .. IT MIGHT N0T BE THE RIGHT TIME .. BUT THERE'S S0METHING AB0UT US I G0T T0 D0 .. S0ME KIND 0F SECRET I WILL SHARE WITH Y0U .. I NEED Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I WANT Y0U M0RE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE .. I'LL MISS YOU M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE .. I L0VE Y0U M0RE THAN ANY0NE IN MY LIFE" YOU ENDED A CHAPTER IN MY LIFE WITH A SINGLE PH0NE CALL. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME .. EVER .. LE FIN ..

THINKING 0F A MASTER PLAN ..

0NE 0F THE BIGGEST BIRTHDAYS IN AN ANY INDIVIDUAL'S LIFE IS C0MING AT ME FASTER THEN A SPEEDING BULLET & I HAVE N0 PLANS. IM TURNING 18. BUT SINCE MY M0THER IS STACKING HER PENNIES F0R C0LLEGE, PR0M, & 0THER SENI0R EXPERIENCES A PARTY IS A N0 N0. TH0UGH MY BFF DID GIVE ME THE SC00P THAT A TIKI PARTY WAS BEING PLANNED BEHIND MY BACK, BUT EN0UGH AB0UT THAT & M0RE 0N THE MASTER PLAN AT HAND ..

IF Y0U KN0W ME Y0U KN0W THAT I SERVE UP A CLUB KID ESC PERS0NALITY & A CUNTY TUDE THAT C0ULD RIVAL ANY 80'S QUEEN. S0 WITH THAT IN MIND I HAVE DECIDED THAT 0N MY BIRTHDAY (10.12.08) I WILL BE THR0WING AN 0UTLAW PARTY. 0KAY S0 THE PARTY WILL BE HELD AT THE 24/7 PAPAYA D0G AT THIS L0CATI0N ..



Manhattan/West Village
333 Avenue of the Americas
(between 3rd St & 4th St)
New York, NY 10014
(212) 627-9748

IM EXPECTING AT LEAST 35 PE0PLE T0 BE THERE. AFTER WE EAT EN0UGH, CHAT IT UP, TAKE PICS, & MAKE SUM VIDS I WANNA G0 T0 THIS SHIT. I LIVE F0R BALLS & 0DDLY EN0UGH THERE IS A BALL 0N MY BIRTHDAY S0 IT ALL MAKES SENCE ..




Sunday OCTOBER 12, 2008 COLUMBUS DAY WEEKEND
Club Escuelita
301 west 39th btwn 8th and 9th
Ball Time: 11 PM
Admission: $20 all night
Judge and Guest list closed after 1:00 AM
Contact: Jacques Mizrahi
917 -945 -7081
18 to party 21 to drink
YOU MUST HAVE ID NO EXCEPTIONS

YESSSSSSSSSSS .. IM G0ING THE FUCK 0FF !!!! GET INT0 THIS VID FR0M THE PAST RUMBLE BALL. I CANN0T WAIT T0 G0 THE FUCK 0FF. I MEAN Y0U KN0W IM THE REINCARNATI0N 0F JUNI0R LABEIJA.



N0W F0R WHAT WE ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING F0R, THE L00K 0F THE DAY INSPIRED BY MY NEW STYLE IC0N JEANIUS ..



THE W0RD 0F THE DAY IS 0PULENCE .. O P U L E N C E ..

WALKING 0N A DREAM ..

BACK IN THE DAY WHEN I WAS A LITTLE 0NE I NEVER LIKED PLAYING IN THE SUN CAUSE I HAD S0 MUCH 0N MY MIND. EVEN WHEN I WAS LITTLE I KNEW T00 MUCH S0 THE LITTLE THINGS Y0U VALUED DURING Y0UR CHILDH00D SEEMED UNIMP0RTANT T0 ME. TELEVISI0N WAS MY FAV0RITE BABY SITTER & ANY TIME A CAMERA WAS PRESENT I WAS INFR0NT 0F IT SERVING UP FACE LIKE I M0DELED F0R THE CHILDREN'S PLACE. BUT THOSE DAYS ARE G0NE AND IM TAKING THE FIRST STEPS T0 BEING AN ADULT. DAMN WHERE D0ES THE TIME REALLY G0? BUT D0NT GET IT TWISTED .. I WANNA GR0W UP



ITS JUST THAT ALL TH0SE 0LD HEADS WH0 T0LD ME T0 ENJ0Y MY Y0UTH WHILE IT WAS STILL THERE WERE RIGHT AND I FEEL LIKE AN ASS CAUSE I CANT GET IT BACK. IM HAPPY TO BE MAKING MOVES BUT LIFE FEELS LIKE A DREAM PUT ON FAST F0RWARD; IF I D0NT KEEP UP IM B0UND T0 BE LEFT IN THE FUCKING DUST. S0 I WILL TRY MY BEST T0 STAY F0CUSED AND BUSY T0 MAKE MYSELF STR0NGER, BETTER, & FASTER THEN THE REST CAUSE I 0NLY HAVE 0NE LIFE T0 LIVE & IMA LIVE IT. LIVE T0 MY FULL P0TENTIAL T0 ACHIEVE MY DREAMS. -- FIN

THE W0NDER YEARS ..

THIS IS WHY ME & MY CLAN IS S0 VICIOUS CAUSE WE BAD ASS BITCHES .. GET INT0 THE W0NDER YEARS .. 0UR Y0UTH ..